Update.

Well this week has been good so far! :) Monday went shopping with Jo and Lynne, soon as we started walking up from the car park some people from ‘The Chronicle’ stopped us and started asking us questions about Politics. I know nothing about them, apart from they are shit! And in the end Me and Lynne ended up in the paper, front page and another. Tuesday, was a great day :D so good to be at college again, missed everyone, catched up, had a laugh, which I missed the most, waited for Luke to finish college as he was going my dads house for tea. Was a good night, my dad likes him, so its all good, had a great tea aswel. Didn’t go home till about 9:15ish, saw a fire aswel from the motorway, in my direction, found out when I got home it was Maple Mill, my dad use to work there! Now its burnt down :(…And today, had my hair done, finally, my roots were hurendous! Now its like my natural colour, strawberry blonde, its gorgeous, everyone likes it aswel, starting to grow it, hate it long. Also was Lizzies birthday today, so went pub after it bought her a drink and straight back to college we went. Oh, one more thing…I have NIN Tickets :D yay! Going there with my boys lol, Luke, Aaron, Mike D and Adam, should be awesome! :)

Hahaha

Ok then, maybe I shouldn’t of looked but I did, but fucking hell! Get a grip of yourself!! Thinking I would actually want to get back with you! No fucking way, I didn’t meet you because I don’t want you, because I fucking hate you! And what you did to me! Yeah, you may think i’m cruel for saying that, I don’t care, its the truth! And whats with the ‘leave me alone part? You text me, quite a bit, pages full of massages and you have asked me to meet you,since when do I come into the equation on that??? Oh, because I fucking don’t! Ugh, get a fucking grip of yourself, I’m happy with someone, I don’t want ot hear anything else from you, now I think you should leave me THE FUCK ALONE!

EDIT: Don’t even think about texting me again and using me as the fucking ‘on the side’ like you did! Oh didn’t she know about that? Haven’t you told  her? Oh well, I don’t give a shit anymore, she can believe your little lies that you make, because your aren’t truthful, to anyone. So have a good life, see how long it last before you break another heart!

Hurry!

Can’t wait for these holidays to finish now! So boring after the first week, there is nothing to do at all! Had a driving lesson this morning, and went town afterwards, got a pair of leggins and some dinner then went home…and yet again i’m bored! Not doing anything else this week I don’t think either, might be seeing Amy and Liz on Friday, I really want to see Luke again, miss him, whis we didnt live far away from each other :(. Hes coming mine on Monday though, yay! He’s meeting my dad :). Also, might be going the Radio One Big Weekend with Luke and a few others…registered today, so hope to get a ticket… Got nothing else to say now really…Got work after and thats it, United play tonight so might watch that when I get in from work.

Great :)

Had a fun weekend this week. Was so glad to finish work at 3pm on Saturday. Knowing that I wouldn’t have to get up early on the Sunday, thank god! A lie in…on a Sunday, perfect :). Anywho, Was out fo bed for about 10ish, as Luke was going to pick me up soon, as  I was staying at his house. Helped my mum to clean the car, as it was such a beautiful day, about time it was sunny! So Luke picked me up at about 11:30ish, went back to his house, got some stuff sorted out, as we were going for a walk to Ingelton. So we set off about 12:30ish, got there about 2ish, so started for our walk, was so nice, the sun was so warm, we started walking, talking to his brother and parents quite a bit, they are so nice :). So after quite a while, 3 hours to be exact, finished our 4 and a half mile walk, then went pub afterwards, had a nice 2 pints of cider (As I love the sweet stuff) felt a little tipsy…hmm…nearly fell asleep on the way home, but managed to keep myself awake, listening to NIN with Luke, he is soo funny! Got a curry when we got home, was nice. Didn’t get sleep till about 2am, couldn’t stop laughing at Luke making jokes, and coming out with some weird comments…just hilarious! Anyway, morning after, woke up with the worst pain, back aching after sleeping on the floor…:(. Didn’t get out of bed till about 2ish…just lying there…cuddling, was so nice <3. Soon after we got ready and went to the cinemas, went watching ‘ The Knowing’ with Nicolas Cage in it. Pretty good film, loved the ending though. Wanna watch more films that are coming out soon like: Terminator, Transformers, Xmen:Wolverine…etc can’t wait till they come out! :D. And now, i’m at home, deciding what to do for the rest of the week…Would rather see Luke again, but not seeing him till next week now I think :(…Bleh…Birthday soon anyway, something to look forward to, yay ^_^

Excited!

Well, firstly, went for a bigggg shopping trip to Manchester with Liz and Amy, was shopping for 5 hours…too bloody long, but was awesome! Best moment was in Marks & Spencers xD That shop sent us hysterical. Bought some great stuff though; 2 dresses(1 from primark, other from topshop) , pair of leggins, blue tights. Was fun! Best day out ever! Was so glad to be out the house though, less miserable for me :). The the exciting part! Well, people won’t think the same, but i’m looking forward to Sunday sooo much! :) Seeing Luke on Sunday, going for a walk with his mum, brother and himself (of course) to Ingelton, waterfall walk, so should be nice, I love my walks ^_^, then going for pub lunch after it, then staying over, Monday; me and the Luketh are going Cinemas watching ‘The knowing’ which looks pretty awesome. Should be a great 2 days-ish :) So looking forward to it <3

Why now??

Why now?  Why all of a sudden do I feel shit, down, and upset when I wake up? Is it because of yesterday or the day before? Yeah, I think so, I still wonder why that happened. Yeah, not a big deal to you both, or is it? I don’t really care to honest. Not anymore. Why should I bother?! I’ve moved on, I’ve found someone i’m happy with now, I’m going out alot more, having fun. So this shouldn’t get to me now should it? But it is, I want to stop it, but I don’t know how to. For some reason I was worried about you yesterday, but I know what your like. I wish one thing not to happen to you or anyone and that is to hurt yourself. I wouldn’t want that to happen…ever! It doesn’t help being in the house all fucking day! Tomorrow should be better, seeing Liz and Amy, getting out the house, talking to Luke, yeah should be better, I’m really hoping so anyway, I hate how I feel at the moment, really…    :(

Hmmmm :\

Today, I was shocked…only by something I didn’t expect…I just want to know, why??  Why now? I thought you moved on, your with someone else, your happy, as I am….I don’t understand. This has ended, right? Nothing is going to change now..it never will. As hurtful as it is. I have nothing else to say…

Ugh…

Realised when I was in work yesterday morning that the tickets for Glastonbury go on sale again, at 9am…I knew soon as I got home that there wouldn’t been any left, and would have sold out, and I was right. Now I can’t enjoy a 5 day camping trip with Liz and Amy, my fault I suppose though, I left it to the last minute…hmph…I suck. Now I have a full week to myself in June as I am off work. Will have to think of something to take my mind off it :(

Not really got much else to say, mum came home yesterday, took her for a meal in Ashton, for her birthday really, her birthday is this Wednesday, but I won’t see her till late, so thought I’d  make it up to her:), and today, well, got a driving lesson at dinner, then meeting Amy in town, need to find Liz a present, she is so hard work! lol. And missing him a little…<3

Update!

Firstly, I finally passed my theory on Tuesday, 2nd time, :D. Now there is such a great weight that hs been pulled off my shoulders, I now have 2 years to pass my practical test, which I’m sure I can accomplish, i’m trying not to make that sound big headed. But it is a long time…Secondly. Finally finished college for 2 weeks yesterday for easter. Everyone was so excited about my party, quite a few are coming. Got on my nerves when people were texting me saying they wanted other people to come. Ugh. No way! Not aving my house trashed by some random person. Went Morrisons after college with Amy, Liz, Aaron, Luke and Mike D to get some beer and a little bit of food. Got about 6 different crates, came up to £60! Then went straight to mine in taxis. Got my house, sorted everything out, and went to sit outside in the beautiful weather, so warm, was great! Then the party started! I think I was the first to get pissed…for once lol. Then by the minute more people came in;, Bush, Mikey, Milsy, David, Fetus…etc…was funny! Bush was the best! He wore one of my dresses (as he sometimes likes to wear womens clothing) But he is a cool guy! :p He looked a sexy MoFo!  People didn’t get to sleep till about 7am. I got out of my room and there were people laid on the floor everywhere, couldn’t move anywhere! So much mess that had to be cleaned up; sticky floor because of the beer, broken oven door…ugh. But now its noice and clean. I am seriously fucked though, so tired..and hungover, hmph. I need sleep now….

Yay!

Finally passed my theory today! Had a driving lesson this morning before college as well, was a good lesson, feel so confident now :). Took my theory book to college, which I was glad I did, because I revised in the afternoon, and the questions I revised this afternoon were the ones I took on the test, so lucky really!

Yay!

Weight is off my shoulders now

Bring on the practical test!

Also 2 days!

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Thrills!

Oh my gosh!! I’m so excited for Thursdsay! Really can’t wait, friends, beer and fun! Thats all its going to be, eveything is planned out already for whats happening aswel. Whish is: Finishing college, going morrisons with Liz, Amy, Aaron and Luke, getting beer and food, go back to mine and the party begins, at i’m guessing about 4:30ish lol, or maybe sooner. Yay!!! :D Also, going Ashton tomorrow with Skina, having a good shop, haven’t been Ashton for ages, so decided to go there, maybe have tea out or something :), then theory on tuesday, ugh, hope I pass this time, will be pissed if I don’t, but oh well gotta keep trying! Also, bought a new dress from Asda Living yesterday, so fit, so…me. Think I’ll wear that for my party, its not too dressy, more on the casual side :)

So excited!!

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So far…

Was an okish day yesterday, had work early and finished at 2:30, recieved a text of someone, all I gotta say is leave me alone. Anyway, moving on…soon as I finished work, phoned Skina as she was giving me Henna, so told her I would go to her sister in laws after I’ve had tea at my dads, was up there about 6:30ish, stayed till about 8…her family are so nice and polite, they made me samosas, oh my, they were gooooood! lol. Then after that she did my 2 hennas, on my hand, mum was a little shocked as she saw they were a little big than what she thought I would have them, but I think they are beautiful, always wanted one, and well…got them! :) Then was talking to Luke a majority of the night :) and Aaron, so mad! :P

And now, today, my day off college and I’m up this early??? Hmm…need to do some work for college and revison, then going town afterwards, and meeting Luke, as i’m going his house again, yay! Also, not going Manchester on Saturday for Amys do, its impossible to go Manchester with someone else ID and actually act comfident with it, and get in places, wouldn’t want to risk it :(. I feel so bad for it though, as Lizzie does, but we don’t have any other choice…I’ll make it up to her when I get paid :).
Right now i’m going and finishing this blog off, I got sit-ups to do and a nice warm, bubbly bath is waiting for me…

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:D

This week has been a blast! Stuff has happened, that I am absolutely happy about…alot! :D:D Can’t get over it. I’m just looking forward to Monday, will be a good day, or even a great day or better! Just can’t believe it has come to this, its strange but at the same time, just excitement, happiness. I can’t help but smile all the time now hehe. I’m calming down….hmph…I better now :)

Yay

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Busy, Busy, Busy!

I have qiute a lot to jibber about on here today, so lets get started. Monday, had an appointment with specsavers, got there a little earlier than what I should of, but oh well. Had a check before I had my proper test, they do this thing now where they take an actual picture of your eyeballs, you have to look right into a flash, it hurt a little..,waz dazed! Anyway, had my eye checked, noticed they have gone a little worse, well, my right eye has. So, went downstairs to look at some glasses, and before the woman came to help me check some glasses out, I found the perfect ones, FCUK…just…wow! Medium frames, just nice lol. After that, went to college to do some work, went in Chris lesson, such a funny tutor! Luke, Nathan, Milsy and everyone was there, so had fun there, Talking about there little stories of how they felt when they got stoned, and who was stoned etc, inside secret things :P. Got some work done for once aswel, and Luke came my house afterwards as he was having tea watched school of rock and Big Bang Theory! Love it, geeks rock! :P. His mum came and picked him up about 8:15ish…was a good night. Then Tuesday, was a long say in college, ugh. Finally finihsed my LP 3D logo, woo! Went pub afterwards with a few people from college. Stayed till about 7ish, Amy came back to mine, had the best amazing chat ever! Had a drink at mine aswel…no i’m not an alchoholic lol. Her mum picked her up about 8:30ish. Thats my week so far. And more to come, next week gig on tuesday,  then Amys birthday, going Manchester with her and loads others next Saturday, then start of April i’m having a party at mine as parents are out! Whoop! Then my birthday, going out again…maybe more inbtween all of that, who knows! Will keep u updated!

Tiring.

Just thought I’d have a little rant on here, about what has happened over the weekend. Well, to start off Saturday was apile of wank! Especially at work, we have 2 new supervisors inour department, one of them is a young girl, she seems ok though, its the other one…she is old, bossy and always watching. She tells us what to do when, well, we already know it. Now we are going to have to do everything by spec and that is going to take the piss..because I can’t be arsed doing it (lol). Soon as I got home, which was 3pm. I got a nice relaxing bath, then got changed into some shorts and t-shirt, felt like being a lazy, so I officially  call them my lazy clothes. Anywho. Had an early night since I had to be in work again at 6am, on a bloody Sunuday, hmph. Gay. And today, even more tired. I’m surprised I actually got up at 4:45am this morning to get ready for work! :( It sucks. Decided to finish half and hour earlier as well, instead of having a dinner, so finished at 1, which is good for me :). Also, saw 2 special people today, that haven’t seen for a while…Jo and David. I miss seeing them! So had a little natter with them, as they were having a little shop. And now, just woke up and had some tea and talking to Luke. He makes me happy :D. Dunno about the rest of the night though, might go my dads after and see him…hmm…

We’ll see :)